I almost always like my alone time but tonight I feel lonely. I had a long day and skipped yoga when I couldn't get out of work in time. I guess I just need a little mental rest. That's not coming soon with a move in two weeks. FUCK it is scary.
I wish I could play and write music. I think I should learn the guitar. Then I could write songs that make boys want to hang with me. Or I could be the next Tori Amos or whatever and make girls want to hang with me. Yeah...I need to plan a bit more.
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Saturday, March 21, 2009
I wish I wrote things down more often
I have not posted anything here in a while. We had a sea of weeks of househunting and we have an accepted bid on a bank owned forclosure. I will not break out the party until our inspection has taken place. It terrifies me as this house is sold AS IS.
The winter has melted into a true spring. I practically cried as I drove home in the light today. It was awesome.
Some bad things have happened too. Death has hit too close to home. It is terrible for my dear friend.
My mother is floundering, drinking herself silly and miserable. She needs her dogs back and her life to have a direction. I can't force her or even yell. Nothing helps but I hope she pulls herself together soon.
Other than that, I am trying to keep up with yoga at least weekly and continue to not bite my nails. That is enough for now.
The winter has melted into a true spring. I practically cried as I drove home in the light today. It was awesome.
Some bad things have happened too. Death has hit too close to home. It is terrible for my dear friend.
My mother is floundering, drinking herself silly and miserable. She needs her dogs back and her life to have a direction. I can't force her or even yell. Nothing helps but I hope she pulls herself together soon.
Other than that, I am trying to keep up with yoga at least weekly and continue to not bite my nails. That is enough for now.
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